Here is one of the ways I visualize my life with "you":

I am a nice person! That's why I attract you as my friend.

I sit down, and take the time observing you. You are amazing.

I wonder, now, how it became possible. Is it real?

The further I go into my visualization, the more I begin to ask if it is really true.

You have chosen me as your friend, because you have recognized in me the things you value in your own life, all that emulates joy and creativity.

I believe in…

I am a far happier, healthier, and wealthier person than I ever hoped it would be possible to happen.

Each of my dearest dreams is improving faster and faster, I can observe.…

Well, the reward for walking to the Sunday Sce, yesterday,

was well worth my reluctance to go.

Sometimes, it is like that. No matter what, I fail using the formidable

weapon that will-power is.

Is it because Winter in France, this year, is particularly long, icy and rainy.

I wished, then, to just stay home, keeping warm.

But, I know that with any first step, the second is already better,

and the third even more. So, I moved on.

The…

In the process to prepare Foundation Day, one step particularly touched me :

having to ask to be part of it. The question caught my attention right away,

and its value little by little, until I gratefully appreciated Mother's doing with it.

I had taken for granted far too long that being a member privileged me to anything

about True Parents, but without real consideration supporting and Loving Them,

enjoying myself instead, for being there. 

What I…

France. The barn of Le Chesnay.

2013, February 10th.

A large restored barn, in the middle of vast snowy fields, witnessed 

many blessed families and members celebrating Heavenly Parents,

this year.

But most of all, witnessed all of us offering our repentance and redetermination

to return to True Parents.

First, family after family, member after member, we each walked up to the altar

to slide the scealed forms in a prepared…

                       "  HAPPY  HANUL  BUMO  NIM  DAY ! "

                                       2013, February 10th…

I emotionally labored deep to enter the cursus of 120 bows, looking

to make it a real love story with True Parents.

The first few weeks, I needed counting from below number quite often,

aware to have fell in a mechanical state of mind, lost with "the right thing

to do and to say each time". I didn't like that, not at all. So,  from 57,

I would return to 40, 41, 42...

Starting from a photo of True Parents, I let live memories of them,

like at…

  I'm working to fill up the form  to confess and clean up, and just like it.

  Nervous at first, smiling soon took me by surprise.

  Unlike points to add with every factual results,

  I observe a tremendous improvement to receive True Parents.

  Daughter-like, I can receive Their love and anger as well,

  and repent for what is meant to be.

  To be invited and welcome to God's Wedding doesn't suffer 

  any pretention at all!.

 …

Your thought to offer any Unificationist in the world a hand, to talk, share, learn, sing, love TP and others,

is very well worthy be at least part of the 120 awards for a unic achievment.

For one thing, you turned your personal path into a victorious weapon.

You thought of all the others, challenged alike.

You thought of True Parents, and of all They went through for you, your wife, your children, for all of us.

By doing so, you challenged Father…

                                A little boy, 4 years old about, surprised me with his creative mind.

                         A real smile on, he was clapping hands like trying to catch something he…

  Your fingertips on my cheek,                           

   softly…

The last few days, a week or two perhaps, saw me  retired within, quiet, serious, asking, as to understand that which became central message from Father since months and years now.

Absolute, like : non stop, always, unceasingly.

Loving my husband's sexual…

The discovery of my blessed marriage, soon confirmed the strong conviction that filled me up

as soon as I was in the presence of the man, Father taking me by the arm, introduced me to him.

"It' s him !"  loudly resonated within.

A former experience of being abandoned with the blessing had me to search what I desired most

finding in my true love subject partner. That, in the case to be granted another chance to be blessed again.

The very one…

My Blessing is God's Like.

It is True Parents's Blood and Sweat.

My Marriage fulfills Jesus and all the Saints's sacrifices.

My Husband is my true love subject.

He gave me his name.…

Printing some dp material at a cyber coffee-shop, the due to pay dropped down very much from

what was the initial cost. Expressing the surprise to the man in charge (an Indian person), he said :

"while you worked on the web, I looked at what you printed, because the first page

: 'Why do we study the Original Divine Principle?'  interested me. It is the most important thing

for our life, but I don't often see Occidentals do that".

I had printed few pages of…

You are you.

You are whole, entire, full.

When you move, you move.

When you speak, you speak.

You are a rainbow just by yourself.

Your being each of the seasons,

sometimes at once, enchants me.

and your firm voice is apeasing.

You are real.

You are love, and say love.

When you cry, you cry.

When you sing, you sing.

To the views of the others,

or alone with me,

You are the same.

You are…

I want to live my dream life.

No Longer will I let my dreams be buried in the avalanche of regrets...

The diamond given to me, the Ideal of Creation, I will not neglect

What a blessing, what a gift life is....

Shall I interrogate my dreams or live them..?! The answer is clear...

I was blind and now I see...

I see my husband and daughter through children's eyes...

No longer overshadowed by darkness of guilt.

10 years ago, I created a badge that I wear everytime I go out, meeting people.

It's a badge that says :

Fédération des Femmes

pour la Paix dans le Monde        (WFWP)

carte n° : 2151978118AJU.           My blessing date/group (AJU was added when…